oh hello February!!

yeah, it’s another month.. It was a wonderful January.. i thank you lord for that.. =) a month of travel.. i had a wonderful time here in Singapore..  so every month, i will contemplate everything that i have done for the past month..  i must say that the last month was really fast.. spent new year with my relatives.. though i didn’t  spend it with my family, i still had fun with my cousins..

So, what have i learned from the past month?? well, maybe it about letting go.. closing doors that lead you nowhere.. moving on.. starting fresh..

i will really take everything slow.. treating everyday special.. feeling the sun.. the wind.. everything..

i hope i will have a good february.. =)

thank you lord!!

you are the greatest…

Welcome 2010!

HaPPy NeW yEar!!!!

I will welcome you my dear 2010 with all my heart!!

it’s time to map my year.. not detailed but atleast i should have an idea on how im going to spend my whole year. I should consider every aspect of my  life..i should contemplate on it and take it seriously..

There are things that i need to learn..

- learn how to sew, how to cook, improve my scrapbooking.

There are things that i  should improve..

- organizing my things, valuing my time and others, being consistent, and more focus..

There are things that should be done…

-Do the jewelry business, manage my finances, and TRAVEL…

There are things that i must do…

-Pray always, talk to my family and friends, be humble, always smile, laugh, play, give, love…

thank you 2009..

Its been a year!!! whhooowww time  flies soo fast… before i knew it,, the year is already ending. I thank god for the year 2009.. I know, it seems like other years of my life.. but even if it looks similar,, there will always be layers of changes.. My failed resolutions, my failed plans, some unfinished goals, dreams that didn’t materialize.. disappointments and heartaches.. it’s the same ..

But what really separates those years. what really differs from one year to the other,, are the experiences that i have gained in betweens.. I know i changed plans all the time.. i know i tend to divert attention from one thing to another easily.. i know im impatient.. i know im careless and i know im lazy.. but all the experiences that i have gained makes me who i am.. i just hope that those experiences made me a better person..

2009… its been a tough year for me.. though there are things that were ticked from my 2009 wishlist.. still there were failed plans.. 

1. went back here in  Manila – TICKED. yes, i made it.. i came back last May. now what i realized.. manila is really not for me.. we always have this love/hate relationship.. it nice to visit home and spend time with family and friends.. but manila really made me depressed.

2. do the business. -TICKED. yes, continue doing the travel busines.. I always have this guilty feeling while i was there in Bahrain.. i always feel that i didnt exert any effort doing the business.. so i came back.. what i realized.. travel business is not for me.. im not happy doing it.. and yes,, i still didnt exert any effort..  but now.. i don’t have that guilty feeling anymore.. i don’t have those what if’s moments.. people may think that i give up easily or i didn’t try hard.. yes,, i didnt try hard.. coz i dont have a heart doing it..

3. went home -TICKED. yes, i went back home.. to my hometown.. with my relatives and family.. i should do it more often.. they are my life..

4.travel-TICKED.yes, i traveled a lot this year.. within the philippines and outside the country.. i realized that,, this is really my dream.. TRAVEL.. it will never get out of my system.. my desire of traveling this amazing world will never vanished.. the more i travel the more i want.. i thank god for giving me a year of travel.. and im hoping for more years  of travel..

I have a lot of things on my wishlist that didn’t materialize.. like doing the earrings, managing my finances, having savings.. or the not material things,, like being focus or trying not to assume things.. i know it didn’t happen..

but in the end.. while writing this on the last day of the year,, i must say that its been a tough year but im thankful.. I realized a lot of things.. I didn’t just sit still and wondered.. i did it.. even if i failed.. at least now,, i dont have that guilty feeling anymore..

I thank you my lord for this year… Thank you…

love-

Chatty

the world is just soo wonderful

What i’ve learned from this travel is.. try to think that the world is nice.. then everything will be nice eventually.. the weather seems perfect.. the people are helpful.. the scenery is magical.. the whole experience is indescribable.. everything is perfect.. no amount of flaws will ruin the journey.. as long as you have this perception that everything in this world is nice..

Ive learned a lot from this travel.. Traveling alone really helps someone.. You become your own bestfriend.. You appreciate everything.. you accept your mistakes. you try to listen to your inner self.

Its been 3days.. so far im lovin it..

I thank god for letting me experience all of these… Its truly a gift..

journey in life..

I know my header is quite contridicting.. this is suppose to be an inspirational blog. Something worth reading.. Some uplifting words. Comforting words.. but right now, im confused.. well most of the time actually… =)

So, im here in Manila for 7 months now.. gawd. the year is almost ending.. and pursuing my dreams.. still dreaming.. daydreaming is the exact word..

All im thinking right now is travel.. travel.. travel.. i know.. if you know me well,, you might think im running away again.. if things didn’t work out the way i wanted,, i just quit and bailed out.. but really.. seRiously.. i want to trrrraaavveelll..

Manila isn’t nice to me this time.. im struggling with the business..i still didn’t pay my rent for this month. i don’t have money..i bought ticket to Taiwan for December but i still didn’t apply for visa..

Might just enjoy my time here..

now i know the real meaning of missing someone…

window

~ my dream window~

i always dream of having this kinda view every morning… on the hilltop.. looking at the gorgeous nature..sea.. tree. hear the birds chirping.. ahhh…. want to have it everyday…

7 mnth of the year.. half of the year has passed.. i know time flies soo fast.. i just hope that the second half will be fruitful.. i hope i can accomplish a lot of things…

god is always there by my side.. he never failed to make me strong and make me smile everytime i feel sad..

~it’s been six years~

there are few people that i really treasure. those people that i would like to be with in heaven.. including these two indays.. =) we’ve been through a lot…. and now six years have passed… and i’m really glad we’re still friends.

to pam and venus.. thank you for the genuine friendship.. for the real love and understanding.. for  endlessly hearing my crazy thoughts.. to pam and venus thank you for being there when i need  you.. thank you for everything…

to pam and venus… you guys will be  forever in my heart… even if we seldom see each other.. our closeness will never be changed..

thank you for everything guys…

i love you both…

love,

chatty

“The most beautiful discovery true friends make is that they can grow separately without growing apart. “

~ Elisabeth Foley

 

~i’m here~

i’m already here in manila…

tomorrow i will start everything..

i believe im in a right track…

“if you follow your bliss, you put yourself on a kind of track, which has been there all the while waiting for you, and the life that you ought to be living is the one you are living.”

-Joseph Campbell